9.16.2010

Anywhere...

...but here.
Man, today I'm really struggling with wanting to be anywhere but here. Here as in Anderson Indiana. I love my job, but not the location necessarily.

Its been a hard day to stay focused at work. I need to stay away from Facebook and Twitter and all the lovely pictures that other people post. When I look at them I think " man, it'd be nice to be living there!" I always think the grass is greener on the other side.

I've also been battling the "I wish I was more like that person". I love who I am. Don't doubt that. But I catch myself thinking "I wish I had those clothes" or "I wish I had that life". Its stupid and I know its stupid.

I just needed to get that off of my chest. So if you could just lift me up a bit, I'd appreciate it. I always get out these funks because I've got peeps around like you (even though all of you are no where near me right now)!